Thursday, December 17, 2009
ok time for my daily post. hahas. today was such a messy day.
i actually planned properly to go out wif all nick, ern, and nigel de. then suddenly ernest guitar gt postponed to the afternoon, then nigel very sianz dont wanna go out alr. so in the end, i went out wif nick again, haha, for the last time in a very long time. we went to j8 in the end. today was so stupid. coz i reached amk very early, then nick at bukit gombak. so i wanted to go surprise him in the train. so i took a train down to sembawang then boarded the same train as him. unfortunately i boarded at the other end of where he was sitting... zzz rite. then i walked from the head all the way to the end just to find him, til we reached j8 alr, i still havent find him... haix, waste my efforts. but beats sitting down at amk stoning rite? lol, nxt time my plan shall succeed!!!
ok so we walked arnd j8 then ate at kopitiam outside. had pins and needles. i rmb. lol. then was walking like a retard. hmm the rest usual, but im getting fatter, sweettalk, chicken wings, mac ice cream, gosh...
now i find myself narutoing again. reached like 50 over epis le. interesting i mus say.
hmm people are leaving slowly to overseas... today shaojie left spore for beijing. flight at 8, so should reach beijing at 1 right? hmm hopes he has fun there. beijing was a great experience. haha. he said he can come online to msn... yet to see his online status... hmm?
oh yea, today shane is bac, something to look forward to i guess. hope he has chocs for me. wanted to ask him to play bridge wif me, only to realise all the normal bridge players are flying off too... haix...
a new song i fell in love with, a naruto ending song ><
O.o a pop-up ><
signing off
~Twex
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
kinda tired today. today i went ALL THE WAY to boon lay, to see the mall wif nick, super far!!! took like 1 hr on mrt another half an hr on the bus. kinda sianz on the mrt la, i must say. but it was fun going there to talk crap in mac and walking around. the mall is super big. will want to properly walk there again, but guess it may be too far to go ther frequently. still ok la, since nick always come to amk for my sake :S lols, time i paid back my time right? apparently i very rarely ever go to the west. only went boon lay once in my life, cck like maybe twice, rail mall once, causeway point once. only went all the way there if i really need to lo, or else wads the point going all the way to the west for no reason at all rite? lol i rmb that i went causeway pt is for proj de, wif ernest, and jianyang hahas, abt probabaility. LOL. eh i wanna go westmall and causeway pt again, northpoint and lot 1, and more west malls too!!! so interesting venturing new malls.
i guess i needa go tampines soon, lol (3 malls ther! go la...) hahas
tmr i guess i needa go to school, to dingdong with mrs har and troy. gonna collect my mozzie shirt too!!! haha, totally paid by school, so fun(: yea and i think we are braching our project to hci, like releasing geckoes to the pond, dragonfly nymphs everywhere. haha. and im in charge of this. gonna b sososo busy. but its gonna be worthwhile=]
yea and the class chalet thing its sososo annoying. dont know why i got myself into this major hassle!!! geeesh. shuld haf just slacked and went to e1 class chalet already planned properly for me right. make me so worried about it now. now i seriously needa go find people help me book. coz right the chalet will be like save $50 plus if the booker is ntuc member, somemore he has to me down there for payment, and abv 18... zzz... wad kind of person can fit that discription arh? gosh... need to try my best!!! 2M is counting on me hahas
oh yea, tmr going to school right. i think im gonna drop by j8 tmr to check for job vacancies. today kinda depressing, coz got rejected like thrice, koi cafe, coffee bean, pepperlunch. koi cafe nt hiring part timers anymore, understandable. coffee bean need 3 mths of training, understandable. pepperlunch just know im working only in holidays, nvr even say politely, just say u can leave now. i think that is pathetically rude la! such a bitch. wadeva heck. i will nvr NVR ever go pepperlunch at amk alr. rude manager. so pissed...
lol timtan ask me continue tribal wars again... prob i will... so free now, since ive no job hahas. oh yea, and i realise i need a iphone cover, those like flip up from the top and attached by magnet de, like alex's de. which is a leather case that protects both sides la, since i dont ever wanna risk again that a 1 RMB coin to scratch my 6000 over RMB phone. so stupid rite... haix. saw one in boon lay today... $25 SGD so ex. but its so cool, flipping up when talking, then flipping back down after that. guess i will haf to wait until after christmas to get money to buy it la. haix. til then, protection is of a major priority!!!
我爱谁 跨不过 从来也不觉得错
自以为 抓著痛 总会修成爱的果
偏执相信著 受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由
而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候
耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我爱的不保留
身骑白马~ 徐佳莹
how bout another. new song i found by fishy (:
夜 黑夜 寂寞的夜里
气 生气 对自己生气
软弱的电话 又打 给你
想 听你 那边的空气
有 什麽 精采的话题
你还是温柔 给我 婉转 的距离
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那麽大 为何我要忘你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是 那麽小 为何我的真心 你听不到
听不到 ~ 梁精茹
is it not so nice when someone calls you in the middle of the night, coz he cant sleep? just to talk about something to pass time, or to 诉苦 and seek consoling...
signing off
~Twex
Monday, December 14, 2009
hey guys im back. this post is going to be a long one. first thing i wish to do once i come bac. gotta pen my thoughts down.
just came bac from a 8 day trip to shanghai, and apparently ive mixed feelings about it. firstly, relieved, coz the bus rides of the tour is getting very unconfortable. secondly regretful, for i merely met dion for 2 hrs... thirdly happy to be bac in spore and meet my friends.
ok actually i wanted to complain abt the entire tour, but i realise, instead of that meaningless blabber, how abt i comment on a few things i noticed. firstly im starting to hate ppl who make destructive commens A LOT! as in those who insert in a crap phrase just to spoil everyones mood. tards. annoying. xao xing. ok nw enuff complaining, i wanted to type out a scene i saw before i came back earlier today. in shi jie guang chang(i think), i saw this little girl with her mum. the little girl had a entire box full of dumplings. and she was sipping this orange juice bottle. she enjoyed it a lot. but only ate the skin and tossed aside the meat. (cute!) anyway the mum was ther, and was feeding her the meat. like i bite 1 mouth, feed her 1 mouth. then a sip each of orange juice. is it not so heartening to see this scene? stupid some ppl may say. but i rarely see this anymore in spore or anywher near me alr. so sad right. motherly love. haix.
i think this trip was good and bad in many ways. bad in that i did not join in the interview!!! my one and only chance. sad. cant commit to a job coz of a weird hols timing. and etc. but i think the good thing is that thruout the trip, like in the bus ride or so, i had time to think, positively that is. furthermore i brought my phone. tho minor, i felt happy wheneva i received an sms from someone. tho i did not reply. but ppl who were like wishing me a good flight, as in ppl who didnt alr wish me on msn. only then i realise, that i, for all this time, has been looking for the wrong things... linking back to the dumplings scene. is nt really just because of them eating 1 bite at a time together, its the fact that its mere dumplings that could make her so happy, enjoying herself. but for us, us who are exposed to more materialistic things, dumplings cant satisfy us to that extent. sad. but true. we expect more from others once we get a certain amt of it. 得寸进尺. haix. and i am too. sometimes a simple thing can bring about greater joy than anything else may bring. a hug. an sms. or initiated msn convos. little i mus say. may be annoying to some. but when u stop by and think about it, its actually very impt to everyone, very meaningful. we go all out to attain more things, materialistic etc. but we dont stop to see what we alr have. we initiate convos to others, but do we think abt those hu initiate to us? haix. it may be only me? deluded, clouded by personal gains.
talking abt this, i think im someone who cant easily let go. sad to say. jus met dion for 2 hrs on sunday. its so short. to be honest. compared to the prev 1 mth visit in spore. time flew when i met him. haix. why so short... unavoidable i guess. at least i met him rite? but i honestly felt that 2 hrs was very worth while, for we kinda catch up like dono how many mths all in tat 2 hrs. i didnt really feel the regret. only when i was taking the bus to the airport, did the feelings slowly seep deep into me... cant let go? why...
thinking and thinking... a flaw? dono. but im feel kinda energised after that trip. think this will be the one of the very few thinking posts im gonna post. now all i want to do is look ahead. and all i see is a lonely future. lol. ppl are going overseas soon, or working, or training, or having lessons, or family stuff, dono la. i shall try my best to plan my time well. before i accumulate more regrets... to the mountain full i have now.
oh and can ppl who are reading. plz tag? so at least i noe. if u get what i mean. anyway ive bought sweets and stuff from shanghai, coz besides this, ther is really nth much i can buy ther, besides clique panda toys so lame. so sweets. bought a little for everyone i had in mind. ive a feeling u guys will know who i am referring to. just find me and i will gif a little. lol. actually i reli reli want to meet a few ppl in the following days to come. a few specific ppl. but apparently im having second thoughts whether that is a good idea. nvr was a good one.
ok im tired from my flight. unloaded my thoughts alr. nites
PS: to ppl who may apply, i choose to read notes or posts by the person, nt by the content. even if it may be nt related to me, but i really treaure them, i will still read it (:
oh i would like to add, i think ppl who go arnd spreading hate abt others are evil and morally 'bent'. u may hate someone, but that does not give you the right to go arnd telling others, influencing others to hate someone, and gang up on him. he may be the minority. u may have the side of the majority. but that does not, and nvr entail u the right to spread bad stuff abt someone. u bitch, go reflect.
Let's talk this over, It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead
Held up so high On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult But so are they
But they don't know me Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done
~ My happy ending, Avril Lavigne
oh yea, operation mozzie hit newspapers, strait times, http://wildsingaporenews.blogspot.com/2009/12/natural-way-to-get-rid-of-mozzies.html (:
signing off
~Twex
Saturday, December 5, 2009
excited much? LOL
now i really cant wait to go overseas. lol. ive packed my bags, ready to go. only thing i dont like is that the flight is at 1am... zzz... means reach im not sure where at around 5am. then the tour begins? hectic man. hate tours. but apparently my dad loves them. zzz. must wake up so early all the time, like school already. but its harder to wake up early in a hotel room with the cozy bed and all those stuff, and i really dont like the nagging to wake up...
hmm ok looks like my afternoon is as per normal. actually im kinda waiting for something to happen, will it? i dont know.
signing off
~Twex
haix. today i went to sakura for dinner. the new punggol one. must say its really much better compared to the other branches. this branch is bbq and shabu shabu one. nice. bbq + steamboat together. good spread. a bit too much though. but as the other few branches, though its pretty much affordable, its just filled with kiasu people, taking like plates and plates of food of which not all they can finish. desperadoes. typical i guess. for cheap places. rather at hotels, though expensive, but at least we are paying for the much desired ambiance, eating with the nicer more civilised people. hmm its ok la. ate the mango pudding there... hmm...
yea anyway heard that im not the first to go visit him already. apparently i lost to wenshen. atrocious much. i must be lagging like A LOT to lose to him. but anyway thats not what really matters right, as long as i get to visit him. haha
ok somehow i now await to go overseas much more. not really sure why. i guess im just wanting to meet dion now. let me borrow a phrase from someone bah, so that i can fly away and leave almost everything behind.
signing off
~Twex
Friday, December 4, 2009
i woke up early today. coz ernest called me. and ring ring ring woke up up. AO! lol
ok anyway today going to hang out with family all the way i guess. cannot meet mr tan already. so sad. but you better pass me food hor. haha. i really love dark chocs or your belgium chocs. lol make me so fat. hahas.
so today nothing much happened yet. just waiting for my mum to slowly prepare to leave the house. so sianz. oh yea, i realise my hair is way too long already. so i need to gel from now on. to make it nice. O.o love gel ><>
ok anyway gtg soon already. byes. oh yea got this nice song reco-ed. apparently i love the first part like more than chorus. unique(:
对我好 对我好 好到无路可退
可是我也很想 有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪 于是那么迂回
一时进 一时退 保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧
享受被爱滋味 却不让你想入非非
~兄妹 eason chen
haha xiong mei sososo sounds like a particular nickname i have. not saying that i encourage that la. but its my loyal group mate give me de. lols.
~Twex
lol i just realised ive more things to blog about. today is just great.
today benji and alex called over from US to me!@!!@ haha was damn shocked when they called me, coz it was a total surprise!!! especially since it cost like uber lots to call overseas. but i was somehow happy to hear their voices again, since ive yet to hear them for very long, since commencement dinner. haix. i can only hear them again on end of dec, coz once i come back from shanghai they are flying off to hongkong. so sad. delay our meeting. but nvm. i reli want to see you guys though. enjoy urselves!!! oh and they are in the same place as shane! uber coincidental. they should find each other. that would be fun.
i really feel like spamming my emo here now. since its accumulating by the second, but i dont feel like ruining my happy day today. just not worth it. xiang, move on bah, move on.
I will miss all my friends!!! a mere 15 days of departing. seems like forever... so saddening... haix.
i guess i shall take a title as my ending, take a leap of faith, for it may bring wonders. ghost whisperer ftw!
~Twex
